wow that was a long post earlier. i wonder if anyone (besides the ever-faithful jf) bothers to read. it doesnt matter, it's merely an expression of my inner recesses, a way for me to organise my thoughts. yh says the reason why i'm so skinny (eurgh i hate that word) is cos i use up so much glucose thinking. she might have a point...

current obsession with accessories is..... not very healthy. but very indulgent and gratifying. hehheh. ;P

man i so need a job. God knows i'm trying. mummy says i should treasure this period of time cos it's one of the few (if any) times i get to really relax and not have a care in the world. but i feel i should do more constructive things. instead of just going out, doing xmas cards, reading stuff, watching tv, sleeping..... currently my expectations for a job are pretty high, though if/when i get desperate i might just take anyth that comes my way. pray to God that wont happen.

ellen!! why izzit that when i feel this irresistable urge to talk to you, you're not at home nor answering your calls??? :(